This moment is a new moment. And the less of myself that I bring to this moment as I was before, the better. For the less of me that there is here, so the more that this moment can be itself without so much of my interference. I have come home here to a still, quiet place. And I turn the lights on here to illuminate the way that I am now, with a precise sensitivity towards the body, a sense of each cell and molecule and the way that they contribute to the wholeness of my being here and now. And I think of nothing but this for the time being, because in a certain sense here in this moment, that's all there is: a new beginning in this body and this life, a new day that will be filled with rich impressions, interactions with others, relationships that have the potential for joy and even perhaps thanksgiving. And I realize as I say this, and I hear myself saying this, that the first premise I need to bring to life in order to reap its rich rewards and live it well is love and kindness. For if I begin with love and with kindness towards others, everything else will proceed in a good way. And I sense, as I say this to myself, that I can already sense the goodness within being, and that if I remember the native organic inner presence of love and kindness that is present deep within being, that I may be able to bring that goodness which flows into being here forth into life where it will be of the greatest use to all. A good deal of my thinking today will probably be about myself. And I hope to abandon much of that so that I can be empty enough to let this goodness flow in and to bring love and kindness forth into being for the benefit of everyone who I speak to everyone who I interact with and to bring a decency and a goodness to each thing that I do in this life today. I'll probably forget some of the time and yet each time that I forget and I see that it's an opportunity for me to come back into relationship with the sensation of the body and remind myself at that very moment that if I begin with love and kindness all over again, the good that is already in being will become known.
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