Creation itself

As I begin, I am already here where I am, and nowhere else
With an organic and physical experience 
Of the way in which I dwell within the unknown.

It's not a concept or an idea.

I inhabit the unknown here tangibly.
It is here, not just on the edge of the unknown
As though it were touching me.

I am entirely within the unknown here and now.

And there is a great energy poised here
That gives rise to my being and my awareness 
And which I come in to a deep vibrational relationship with.
 
Life flows into being here in perfect stillness
I don't understand how a force can be so incredibly active 
And perfectly still at the same time.

I don't try to understand it.
This is the I am.
And for now, in this moment,
I live it.

I am reborn in every instant here in the midst of great creation 
In the midst of nowhere
Being nothing.

Everything is possible in such a way that nothing becomes everything.
There is a wholeness here
And that wholeness flows into being itself.

And each breath that I take in in this body 
Is as though it were the first breath I have ever taken.

The first breath that is taken as I am born into this world 

And I say 
At the bottom of the breath

Lord have mercy.

Each breath is the beginning of creation itself.
And each moment
Is the new world of being.

And from this sacred place where everything arises,
I prepare to go forth into life in all of its variety.
In praise
And thanksgiving for the glory of creation itself.