Always and everywhere

In beginning to try and see who I am
and to undertake this life as it is here,
in this moment,
perhaps I think I seek for something. 

And yet, this isn't true. 

Because what is available here is not what is sought 
but what already lives within. 

And to even begin to touch this 
brings me to the edge of a great joy 
that flows into life and through being 
like honey, 
nectar from flowers

and every instant that the molecules 
and the cells and the organs in my body, 
every moment that life itself 
receives this great joy which flows in, 
every moment of that is already 
not that for which I search for. 
but that which is already found here and now. 

And so I agree with myself 
to attend to this great joy which flows into being here. 

A mystery that arrives without ever explaining itself. 
A mercy that bestows itself upon all of creation 
without hesitation, 
here in this moment where it arrives. 

It arrives in sensation. 
It arrives with breathing. 
It arrives in the flesh. 
It arrives in the bones. 

It arrives in the marrow of life itself. 

And with this joy underneath it, 
as the foundation of everything that exists here 
is a goodness without any measure 
that brings love and truth here 
to rest in being 
like a rock upon which the creation of all awareness is built 
In. this way 
I am already given everything 
that is needed for this new day 

everything that is needed is already here within being. 

I just need to remember that 

to become aligned with the extraordinary vibration of its truth 
as it continually arrives here, 

never waiting, 

never leaving. 

Joy and goodness. 

Always and everywhere.